Living in the Past (Single) with Gxrcia

Living in the Past is a heavy and introspective single from DempseyRollBoy featuring Gxrcia, produced by Mene Beats, with over 100,000 streams. The track explores regret, depression, and the painful feeling of being stuck inside memories you can’t let go of.

Dempsey · Living in the Past (feat. Gxrcia)

Lyrics

• Living in the Past (Lyrics)

  It’s like every time i try

  To stop this bleeding, i just cant

  Girl, I’m just another nigga

  I’m still living in the past

  All my memories are hazy

  Fuck my life, it’s going fast

  And i let my future die

  I let it slip right through my hands

  Fuck, i wonder what I could’ve been

  I could’ve been the man

  But I self destructed

  Now I’m someone no one understands

  I’m so dead inside already

  Baby now I’m always sad

  Now i got a broken heart

  It’s the only thing i have

  Invisible, not good enough

  At least that’s how i feel

  I’m a ghost amongst the living

  I mean, am i even real?

  I let monsters steal my spirit

  To this day, I haven’t healed

  Just existing in this universe

  Is killing me for real

  Chain smoking

  I been in my brain too long

  I’m still living in the past

  And i cant move on

  I’ma blaze until I’m sleep

  Until this gas is gone

  DempseyRollBoy on the track

  I make the saddest songs

  All i see is afterimages

  Can’t you see me grimacing?

  Sensitive, my skin is thin

  I’m so close to giving in

  Fuck this pain I’m living with

  God it never finishes

  I can’t right my wrongs

  I’m the furthest thing from innocent

  It’s like every time i try

  To stop this bleeding, i just cant

  Girl, I’m just another nigga

  I’m still living in the past

  All my memories are hazy

  Fuck my life, it’s going fast

  And i let my future die

  I let it slip right through my hands

  Fuck, i wonder what I could’ve been

  I could’ve been the man

  But I self destructed

  Now I’m someone no one understands

  I’m so dead inside already

  Baby now I’m always sad

  Now i got a broken heart

  It’s the only thing i have

  I done made mistakes

  I cant erase

  Yet i repeat the past

  What is wrong with me?

  I’m honestly just done, I’m out of gas

  Contemplating all the times

  I let me down when i could pass

  Now I’m just another figment

  Of the memories i have

  I’m stuck in this state

  Where my mind speaks a lot

  Conversations with Amy

  I curve through these talks

  I been drinking my sorrows away

  Taking shots

  My hearts bleeding

  It’s leaving, i begin to rot

  All these images done froze

  They must’ve passed me by

  Now I’m floating into orbit

  As i ask me why?

  I been tryna comprehend

  What’s going on inside

  Still, it’s hard to piece the puzzle

  When it parts to the sky

  Smoking woods

  let’s spark these feelings

  Most the time i think I’m dreaming

  I’m at the point

  Where there’s no healing

  Wish i listened to them teachers

  My demons themselves are revealing

  Feasting off me they’ve been feeding

  I need a way to conjure ceilings

  I’m running low, my health’s depleting

  It’s like every time i try

  To stop this bleeding, i just cant

  Girl, I’m just another nigga

  I’m still living in the past

  All my memories are hazy

  Fuck my life, it’s going fast

  And i let my future die

  I let it slip right through my hands

  Fuck, i wonder what I could’ve been

  I could’ve been the man

  But I self destructed

  Now I’m someone no one understands

  I’m so dead inside already

  Baby now I’m always sad

  Now i got a broken heart

  It’s the only thing i have

Lyrics © DempseyRollBoy. Do not redistribute without permission.