Another Memory (EP)

Another Memory is the EP that sparked one of the most defining eras in DempseyRollBoy’s career. With over 10 million streams across platforms, it became the foundation of his long-running Another Memory series, which now includes three full-length albums and is planned to continue every one to two years for the rest of his career. This project introduced listeners to the emotional world, vulnerability, and raw storytelling that would become a signature part of his artistry.

Released during a time of personal struggle and transition, the EP blends depression, nostalgia, ambition, heartbreak, and self-reflection into a cohesive emotional journey. Several songs from the project went viral in 2019, including Imagination and Novocaine, which helped thousands of new listeners discover him for the first time. These tracks captured the honesty and darkness fans would come to associate with the Another Memory name.

Dempsey · Another Memory

Lyrics

• Live Alone, Die Alone (Lyrics)

  Shit been gettin' difficult

  My life is at a stand-still

  I lost friends and so much time

  That I wish I had still

  I can't numb the pain

  But maybe crazy loads of cash will

  I can't numb the pain

  But maybe money clothes and cash will

  I ain't trippin

  Listen

  I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be

  Working

  Writing verses means the most to me

  I'm a sad boy

  I don't let nobody close to me

  Cuz' first it's all love

  Then eventually

  Their over me

  Baby take the pain away

  I just take it day to day

  Ball until I fade away

  DempsyRoll

  I paper chase

  I'm trapped inside my brain

  I hate this damn corrupted database

  Man there's something wrong with me

  It's throwing off my beta waves

  Illest' with the flows

  Will I make it?

  I don't know

  But I'm gon' give it all I got

  This is what I chose

  And lately I've been feeling at an all-time low

  All these people know my number but don't call my phone

  Fuck em' all

  Fake snakes

  I don't fuck with that

  Mama' told me from the jump

  Never trust a rat

  Live alone

  Die alone

  Yea it's just a fact

  I try hiding my emotions

  But I suck at that

  This is it

  No more trippin'

  I had two more second chances

  I feel pressure

  I feel pressed

  With every second that passes

  And how I ended up here

  That shit is beyond me

  Gotta live with my decisions

  You feel me

  Its all me

  I been smoking every night

  I got this money on my mind

  Bitch I coulda' signed already

  But I didn't

  I declined

  I ain't selling out my soul

  I know that I'm one of a kind

  And the things I think are crazy

  That's some shit I can't describe

  Shout out to my fuckin' team

  I got my day ones by my side

  Yea It's us against the world

  But we gon' make it it's alright

  I'm gonna make sure we make millions

  Even If I got to die

  I been grindin' way too long

  I swear my dreams won't be denied

  I said fuck it lets just run it

  Let's leave everything behind

  I got no time for no bitch

  I got no time to socialize

  I got this tunnel vision

  Listen

  All I see is dollar signs

  I ain't switching out for nothin' pussy

  That's the bottom line

  DempsyRollBoy

  I'm just sayin'

  I can't let nobody take this

  I can't take a day off baby

  This that everyday shit

  I been through it all now

  I can see through all that fake shit

  Girl my hearts already broke

  And now no one can break it

  Live alone

  Die alone

  Grindin' till my mind is blown

  War ready soldier

  I ain't scared to let the night explode

  I already told ya'

  I'ma go and get it on my own

  Nobody can stop me

  Just watch me

  I'm reaching milestones

  This for all the times that people told me just to quit

  This for all the fuckin' nights when I was sleepin' in my whip

  This for everyone that switch when I was down and jump ship

  Don't come runnin' back askin' for nothin' when I'm dumb rich

  I done been through so much bullshit that you cannot comprehend

  Anybody you see wit' me that's my family not my friends

  I'ma get the last laugh

  Bitch I'm driven by revenge

  I been having flashbacks

  To some tragic events

  Ay, When I die don't send no one that knew me your condolences

  Cuz' no one had my back, back when I had eviction notices

  I'm overcoming struggles

  I was broke

  I'm still a broken kid

  They used to write me off

  But now they know I write the coldest shit

  It hurts when someone plays with you

  Hate it then I hate you

  Fuck I do this for my fans

  I spit the pain they relate to

  I ain't scared to speak the truth

  I'm saying facts

  I ain't afraid to

  I'm the voice you need to hear

  When there's nobody to come and save you

  Saying true to myself

  Cuz' really that's all that I can be

  I'm bettin' my life on this

  I never had a plan B

  Ya'll know what it is

  You know I body every sad beat

  That's cuz' I'm depressed

  I wanna wake up from this bad dream

  I been feelin' sick cuz' of the things that I suppress

  I been holdin' all this in

  I had to get it off my chest

  Never felt like I belong

  So that's why I disconnect

  This is from my soul

  This the realest I could get

• Novocaine (Lyrics)

  Every night the light fades

  my happiness goes with it

  When you're heartbroken

  you're scarred and you can't stitch it

  There's something missing in me

  a space that I can't fill in

  There's got to be an answer out there

  but what is it?

  I'm second guessing everything

  I feel inside within

  I'm insecure, I'm sad,

  I'm not comfortable in my skin

  I never chose to be me

  or live in this life of sin

  Some say better days are ahead

  but I'm not convinced

  I lost everything I had, there's nothing left to obtain

  I'm followed by grey clouds, I'm over this shit, I'm drained

  Drowning in emotions, I'm drenched in December rain

  I'll find a way to numb the pain, Novocaine

  Pathetic but poetic, I'm irrelevant to most

  All I need is anaesthetics then I'll be okay to go

  Give me everything you got, I don't care if I overdose

  Cuz I'll be a lost cause until I'm decomposed

  God I might be finished, I don't think I wanna live

  God I might be finished, I don't think I wanna live

  I wonder what my purpose is, I wonder what it is

  I'm a disappointment, I got nothing left to give

  You don't know this feeling, you and me are not the same

  You don't know this feeling, you and me are not the same

  I'll find a way to numb the pain, Novocaine

  I'll find a way to numb the pain, Novocaine

  Time is ticking, what's the difference If I wanna end it sooner?

  Losin' interest, I don't listen, I don't think about the future

  I'm psychotic, real talk, I got a twisted sense of humor

  Man I wish that I was cooler but I'm just a fuckin' loser

  Quit misleading me repeatedly and tricking me with words

  They deceive me, now they leaving me, they kick me to the curb

  If I cut myself cuz of them, they won't even be concerned

  That is no exaggeration, I just speak what I observe

  God I might be finished, I don't think I wanna live

  God I might be finished, I don't think I wanna live

  I wonder what my purpose is, I wonder what it is

  I'm a disappointment, I got nothing left to give

  You don't know this feeling, you and me are not the same

  You don't know this feeling, you and me are not the same

  I'll find a way to numb the pain, Novocaine

  I'll find a way to numb the pain, Novocaine

• Lonely Nights (Lyrics)

  I been feelin' frozen

  I got used to lonely nights

  A broken sinner living under

  heaven's ghostly lights

  Excuse me If I do me

  but this is my only life

  Bitch I spit religiously

  the booth's a holy sight

  Under a blanket of stress

  I got so much on my mind, I'm a mess

  I don't pretend to be fuckin' depressed

  It's not an act, it's as bad as it gets

  Wish it was something I couldn't express

  Suicide's prowlin', I feel like I'm next

  Went through some shit that I couldn't project

  All the emotions are feelin' suppressed

  I'm livin' a lie, I been dressed in disguises so much

  I don't know who I really am

  There's secrets and things I been hidin' for real

  Like almost as much as the city has

  I’m makin' a name for myself

  But what good is it if I am dead and I'm really sad?

  My spirit been missin', the devil done took it

  And ever since then, I been feelin' bad

  Mistaken for something I'm not

  I'm just a loser, ya'll must have forgot

  My heart is beating, I hope it don't pop

  Fuck everybody that wants it to stop

  I been so down I don't know what to say

  So I just smoke all these feelings away

  I been so busy just tryna' get paid

  Figured I might as well die with some bank

  Bitch I been feigning to roll up the dank

  Fuck I been feigning to pour up a drank

  Livin' in hell so I try to escape

  I need a reason to cope with the pain

  All of my problems done fucked up my brain

  Losing my mind, shit I might be insane

  It's like my freedom is wrapped up in chains

  But ya'll don't know why, so lemme explain

  Simply a victim since I was created

  I hate it man, dammit, just look what you did to me

  You banished and labeled me crazy

  But guess what, the last thing I want is your sympathy

  If I am reborn in this world

  Then I promise that I will do everything differently

  If Heaven and Hell turn out to be real

  Then I will be burnin' up instantly

  I'm on the brink of insanity

  I been a part of too many calamities

  Fuck everybody, fuck all of humanity

  I wanna live in a different reality

  One like a fantasy, leave out the agony, tragedy, savagery

  Actually leave it all in

  We love to sin, evil within

  Everyone has it, I seen what it is

  Friends turn to enemies, hidden identities

  Fuck all the snakes in my life, y’all are dead to me

  Lost in my thoughts, I've been losing it mentally

  I'm just a hollow collection of memories

  I'm nothin' special, just wandering energy

  Dempsey, my purpose is penning these elegy's

  Someone worth lovin' is somethin' I'll never be

  Sadness and sorrow, no joy and serenity

  Constantly questioning my own existence

  I said I'm finished but nobody listens

  I could let go but it won't make a difference

  When it's all over, I'm not gonna miss it

  My soul is broken, it's too late to fix it

  I never fit in, I feel like a misfit

  Nobody came when I needed assistance

  Now I got too many drugs in my system

  They look at me funny but fuck it I'm crazy

  Keep turnin' they backs on me, doing 180's

  So fuck everybody, it's too late to save me

  I hate my reflection, but how could you blame me?

  I follow a shadow that's driven to take me way down to the bottom

  Where they would embrace me

  A place where they wouldn't all judge me and hate me

  This world that I live in, It fuckin' betrayed me

  Lonely nights, I hope I die, the sun won't shine again

  This time when I close my eyes, they'll never open wide again

  I feel trapped inside this body in this artificial skin

  I been sufferin' so long, I'm just a fuck up, I'm convinced

• Imagination (Lyrics)

  Item description

• Be Strong (Lyrics)

  Tonight feels like my last night

  pretty soon I'll be gone

  Sorry but my mind's weak

  I could never be strong

  They think I can change

  I think that they think wrong

  Ever since that day

  they said that I seem off

  I was done, I ran away

  rebel with a damaged brain

  Sick of the front

  everyone puts up life's a masquerade

  Rejected by society, I'm lonely, I'm a castaway

  I don't know myself, I'm empty, I don't have a face

  And I'm so embarrassed by my past mistakes

  I regret them, I wish I could make my past erase

  Walk a mile in my shoes, you wouldn't last a day

  They won't show me any love until I pass away

  All the money in the world couldn't save me from this darkness

  DempseyRollBoy, I can't filll this void, I'm fuckin' heartless

  I'm not of this earth, you people treat me like a martian

  Like I crash landed on this planet in a starship

  Nothin' I do matters, I don't know my self worth

  Crucified by my lies, I don't think I felt worse

  I just set myself up, fuck, every breath hurts

  So if you play with fire then expect to get burned

  That's a lesson I learned, It's one I'll never forget

  Now I can't forgive myself for all the things that I said

  And all the shit that I did, I think I'm better off dead

  I'm about to end this pain and put a bullet through my head

  This is my goodbye, there's no way that I stay

  I tried my best but I can't take another day

  My silhouette faded, I hate that it's lost shape

  A fallen angel destined to suffer in god's maze

  Me versus me, I'm my own worst enemy

  So much insecurity, so much negative energy

  I'm insignificant, nobody will remember me

  I won't be missed, I'll just be another memory

Lyrics © DempseyRollBoy. Do not redistribute without permission.