Blue (Single)
Blue is a reflective and vulnerable single from DempseyRollBoy with over 200,000 streams. The song explores identity, addiction, emotional numbness, and the complicated feeling of trying to heal while still battling the demons that caused the pain in the first place.
The lyrics open up about feeling disconnected from himself, hiding the deepest parts of his mind, and trying to change without losing what makes him who he is. DRB uses the color blue as a metaphor for sadness, mystery, and the emotional storms he carries inside. The song balances introspective writing with melodic delivery, creating a haunting atmosphere that feels honest and personal.
Lyrics
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She said I’m so different
now she can’t see me the same
I’ve got so much issues
that I can’t even explain
I’ve took so much drugs
and drank so much I lost my brain
Girl I’m tryna change
that means facing all my pain
She knows all my secrets
that I’ll never tell nobody
I feel blue, I’m losing touch
numb in my whole body
Tryna find some balance
between me and what is not me
And I know I can’t do this alone
but she got me
Something in me is missing
when I open up, just listen
I’ve been keeping so much hidden
shit that I cannot revisit
I fucked up the way I’m living
that made me want to give in
Then I gained an addiction
that became a mental prison
I’m gone beneath the surface
I’m a complicated person
With lots of different versions
I don’t talk it makes me nervous
But I’m honest in my verses
I’m honest in my verses
And I’m tryna get my mind right
before it worsens
My name is written up above us in the constellations
I’m still trying to find it, I’ve still have a thousand faces
I’m still trying to overcome my trials and tribulations
God I’ve suffered long enough, stop the hallucinations
Only she can see me, I just want to be me
I wish that was easy, I wish I was dreaming
I wish I had meaning, inside I’m still bleeding
Broken but I’m healing, broken but I’m healing
Mysterious, I'm strange, I’m the perfect shade of blue
I pray that the rain falls on my flames and makes me new
'Cause right now I still question my reflection, who is who?
At war with my personas and I can’t afford to lose
Mysterious, I'm strange, I’m the perfect shade of blue
I pray that the rain falls on my flames and makes me new
'Cause right now I still question my reflection, who is who?
At war with my personas and I can’t afford to lose
Lyrics © DempseyRollBoy. Do not redistribute without permission.