Darkest Days (Single)
Darkest Days is one of the most honest and emotional songs in DempseyRollBoy’s early catalog. Released on Halloween in 2018, the track was produced by Musicality and mixed by Dacota G. Since then, it has grown to over 500,000 streams on Spotify, connecting deeply with listeners who relate to its raw vulnerability.
The song explores depression, loneliness, and self-doubt, capturing thoughts and feelings that are rarely spoken out loud. The repeated lines about it being okay to feel lost add a subtle sense of comfort in the middle of the darkness.
Darkest Days also received a fully animated music video created by DEMONDICE, bringing the atmosphere and emotion of the song to life in a visual form that resonated strongly with fans.
It remains a powerful and defining piece of his early work.
Lyrics
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It's okay to be
It’s okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It’s okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Where do I begin? I'm livin' in my darkest days
I don't have a place to go, I guess I'm just a waste of space
No one ever checks up on me, I get in everyone’s way
Fallen down, I can’t get up, can't you see that I’m in pain, huh?
Had some scary conversations, I thought I would end up dead
Had some major complications, voices screamin' in my head
Rеachin' out in desperation, fell in lovе with takin' meds
No need for an explanation, I like bein’ high instead
I feel like a ghost
Walking down a lonely road
Tryna find some kinda hope
But tonight I know I won't
Wish I had some but I don't
Now my heart is frozen cold
Wrapped a rope around my throat
But I cut it right before
I could turn into a spirit
That's the truth, these aren't just lyrics
I've always been incoherent
It's hard to keep perseverin'
What's wrong with my mental health?
I wanna just free myself
'Cause as long as I'm alive
I'll always be by myself
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Lost right now, feelin' lost right now
Not close to complete, there's something missin'
Can't cope, I'm alone, not optimistic
Smoke dope, when I don't I make bad decisions
Snort snow, this city's so sad to live in
I'll start my whip and drive it blasted
I'll swerve all night then fuckin' crash it
I'll somehow come up empty-handed
I messed up all my second chances
I can't catch up, don't wait for me
I'm just another fuckup, I failed me
I'm sitting waiting for my fate impatiently
I'm finna end it pretty soon, just wait and see
This nightmare feels so real
I have scars I cannot heal
Flesh and bone not made of steel
My true self can't be revealed, yuh
An evil individual I'm borderline invisible
I'm really bout the sinnin' that I spit in every syllable
I'm fuckin' unpredictable, I'm motherfuckin' cynical
Now don't you get the visual? This feelin' isn’t fixable
I'm caught up in a riddle in the middle of a mess
I could feel the pain a little when it trickles into stress
I rekindle just to pick up when I try to decompress
I wish everything was simple but it isn't, I'm upset
I be starin' at the stars, tryna leave the planet
I'm a slave and a product of a chain reaction
Don't pray on the day when I'm flamed to ashes
No dates on my grave, I'm everlastin'
I tried to blend in, God I couldn't but I tried
Got the devil on my shoulder, hell be runnin' through my mind
I can feel my life is endin', I could feel the fire rise
I been ready for my fate
Look into my eyes
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Where you are right now
Where you are right now
I'm afraid to be
I'm afraid to be
In the dark right now
In the dark right now
It's okay to be
It's okay to be
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Lost right now
Feelin' lost right now
Lyrics © DempseyRollBoy. Do not redistribute without permission.